On the finale of her documentary series on OWN, Lindsay Lohan admitted that the reason she took two weeks off filming for it was because she had a miscarriage. The 27-year-old star did not say who the father was, just that it was a, “very long story.”
She admitted that it was hard filming the series and even harder to watch as people were so frustrated that she took a break. We now know why.
Lindsay says: “That’s why on the show when it says she doesn’t want to come down, I couldn’t move, I was sick. Mentally, that messes with you. Watching this series, I just know how I felt at that moment and I can relate to that girl, which sounds kind of crazy, but I’m like, ‘Oh my god, this is really sad. Who’s helping her?'” Lindsay then added, ‘‘there was a lot going on in my life then. I cried so many times watching it. Because I don’t see it as me – it’s strange. It’s weird.”
A huge and unexpected end to the series that started just four days after she left rehab for the sixth time in just six years.
The network advertised the finale as Lindsay’s “big announcement” which may get some backlash for exploiting something so serious. Dina Lohan, her mother, tweeted three words after the episode aired: “Oprah call me.”
Lindsay spoke about her battle with drugs and alcohol saying, “even if it’s not my intention to lose everything I’m now working for, that’s what this addiction will do to me. It’s a really f***ed up disease and it’s really scary.” She later added, “it’s f***ing terrifying.”
She also felt like she needed to clarify a few things. “There are drugs that people say I’ve done that I’ve never touched, that I know people that have down that,” she said. “I’ve tried to help a lot of people to get away from that s**t, and to find a balance in life – to be OK with just being OK.”
The news of her miscarriage was revealed only about a week after her, “sex list” was leaked naming 36 well known men who she has had casual encounters with. On that list are names like Zac Efron, Adam Levine, Heath Ledger, Joaqin Pheonix, Justin Timberlake, Evan Peters and more.
She wrote the list as one of the steps in her treatment journal and while she was moving into a hotel, someone helping her with her bags took the picture and released it.
“I don’t care about me in that situation – I care about the people that are involved with other people. Because it’s really unfortunate and disrespectful,” she said.
She says she does know who the father of her miscarried baby is but they are not a part of her life any longer.